Family Tree?

Well, recently, God blessed me with another God Sis..Taking the tally to a total of 4 official lil sis, 2 jie jies..

Erm, it kinda went naturally and at 1st I didn't really wanted another (as I just had another lil sis not long ago) , yet things don't go as I planned I guessed..Haha.. Anyway, I will put up a list below.

Briefly description on my God Sis and Jie Jies:
(From the longest period I have been their bro)+(ps: will post their pics up once I got their permissions)

Sam: younger than me by 2yrs

The longest bro-sis relationship I had with her among the Four.
One of the early sis I have. Bro&Sis for 4 years plus,
was really close at some point.. Interested in teaching music.

Sara Jie Jie: elder than me by 5yrs

One of my "Semi-Omni-Knowing-yet-FOC-mia-Consultant" :p
A really loving and caring Jie. Shares almost all the same interest with me: Football (tho I root for Chels n Arsenal,she: Liv..=.=) , PSP, music, and etc..
She's the 1st jie jie I had tat made me felt like a lil kiddo..kekeke..
Currently tied down with her job, a major factor which
reduces greatly the time we had for each other now..
Yet still I know she always sayangs me.. =)

Emi: younger than me by 4yrs

The youngest one among them. Biological sis to Sam.
A cheeky lil gurl, due to lack of communication mediums,
rarely has the chance to talk with her now. Likes to play a lot:p
She's the one whom I had my 1st "feet" in DDR with...*sweats*
( I danced like a noob while she's quite pro in it..=.=
ps: DDR isnt really my type, but fun tho:p Haha..)
`Maimaikuan her alot..hehe.. (ps:` = Our language)

Joo Tong Kah Jie: elder than me by 3yrs

A Kah Jie whom I met in my school.
Also one of the FOC consultant, quite cute, nice, a bit kiddish
(and available, interested anyone?:p).
Quite sayangs me oso la..keke..
Just dat sometimes kena scolding quite alot too from her..
(Same as Sara Jie Jie..keke.. All elder sis are the same la rite?:p )
A Jie Jie who is a bit reluctant to go kai kai with me,*sweats*, yet she has her unique ways to show her care and concern la..haha..

Ee May: younger than me by 1yr

Tho have known her since I was F2 in CF&Co-op,
but it's only recently we started becoming bro-sis..
Still remembered las time I was being heavily bombared
with her ejekans and scoldings..
lol.. Yet after becoming her Kor Kor, things changed,
she became more caring, loving, "mild-tempered" mia sis.. *kekeke*
Currently on her way on becoming a nurse. It's been.. 2 years since I last saw her? haha..

Jessica Chua: younger than me by 8months+4days

lol..She's the newest addition to my loved ones:)
Errr, and she's the sis that has the nearest age gap with me..*Broke record*
Just got to know her in my workplace, tho oni seen her once, and she's from Pg
and I'm from BM.. Yet she's like a really natural Mui Mui to me ady..haha.
Didn't really hinted or asked her to be my sis, yet talk talk talk talk talk..
We became Kor-Mui ady..Haha.. Fellow anime fans,
she's so far the only gurl tat I know
tat nids to do house chores... Great eh? +She's quite the same type as me,
thrifty, enjoy the things tat I enjoyed n etc..

Well,that's it for now I guess..It's 2am now, and I nid to get to work by 1030am 2mr.. *Yawns* haha.. Just wanna thank God for all these people who made me into a better person, a better guy that would understand a woman's nature better, and to prepare me to be a better-equipped husband and dad in time to come. Failed bro-sis I had in my past, and it made me more matured, more better prepared..
Trials and tribulations are surely to come by in a relationship. Yet it's by the grace of God that we can overcome it, not by our own understanding, but by the faith and hope we have in God and also in the other person in the relationship that we leave him/her and the relationship between us to God..

Truly relationships are gifts from God...:)

May's 1st Post..lol

Wow...A blink of an eye...And it's 11th of May ady...Which coincidentally collides with one of my best friend's birthday..Happy Birthday Adele(If you happened to see this though:P)
Time really flies..and again, I seriously enjoy the past few months...It's been..AWESOME!
Got to know so many friends,both local and international, both online and offline..

**Sad to say..I got another 1 month+ to cont my current lifestyle of waking up at 1030+, gaming till wee hours,having fun all day,all night...LOL.. gai gai..

Anyway, of the past weeks on what I have been up to, here's a brief account:

Starting from Queensbay trip..


It was quite a nice trip, went around to get our shirts, Sam n Em getting their accessories n etc..haha..Btw, 1st time hanging out with miss MINNY n IMIN



Vaining in PDI's..haha..Got it from Miss Minny aka Vain Queen:P

From Left:
Me,Minny,Sam,Em,
Charlene and IMin

Next event..

~East Coast Trip~

Let the pics talk...

Taking a break at Titiwangsa Point..

Pantai Cahaya Bulan
in Kota Bharu

Dad posing in front

of the museum.. Dad actually poses better than me..=.=

The rest of the pics..It takes too long for me to upload here in this post..
Just go to my multiply site

haha..hmmm...So far so good la...Met a lot of new friends, and some old friends has gotten closer, some further, well I guess in this modern world, you gotta really cherish what you have now, and whatever it is, GIVE THANKS to God, no matter how big or small it is..You will know how hurts it is when it's gone, when it's too late...

For the time being, thanks to all you readers who's reading this and the previous post and also the ones who keeps asking me to update(*ahem ahem*). Thx:) and God Bless..

..

*Emotionally drained out?*

... Is it that hard to have people to wanna talk to you? Or to just have others whom you want them to have the interest in knowing you, the yearning to know you deeper, is it that hard?

I tried my best, I gave my all, yet.. Still not a trace of hope..But I believe when there's no sign of hope,IT IS hope when I put my faith on it..And action should come with it,that is to trust in Him that things will work according to His plans,not ours..

I really know how Jesus feels now when I skipped my daily prayer, my daily time with Him...It's like you wanna know a particular person more,deeper..To have a more personal relationship with,but the person won't even care whether your existence is real or gone..It's like your knocking on the door, but nobody would wanna answer it... I am guilty as charged,I'm sorry..

Long awaited update =p

psps everyone..haha.. The Jacob Star was gone from the radar in the blogosphere for some time..psps:p Was busy n etc like tat...
*alasans = excuses:p *
Anyway, time really flies...It's nearing the End of April...And for me it means:p kekeke...

In the same manner...July is approaching soon and soon enough my days of slacking around, having fun will soon reach the end of the station..Hope Uni life will be as much fun as it is now..
Met so many new frens in these past months..in my working place,in Warcraft via Mirc Zion,in Sg,and tru MSN.. really...World is without boundaries...Hope I can impact the world tru God's power via the friends that i made,the living testimonial that my life shines upon others..

Going to Queensbay later...*or QB as Minny put it* lol... with Sam n Em n Minny n imin n 2 new friends! WOOTS! haha...Gonna hang out with my sayang Sis again:p And also with my Jie Jie, Sara too. Hopefully this time there aren't any change of plans all of a sudden.. Seriously need more time..Will missed them a lot soon...*sobs*
haha..

"You are my hiding, You are my hiding place.."

I had a GREAT day!=)

"..Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sang a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day - Bad Day by Daniel Powter"

I'm singing a HaPpY SONG! not a sad song will ya?:p

Why am I so in a jovial mood?:p
Well,2days back was my kinda "replacement" off day...Anyway,the off day was a supposedly day trip to Queensbay with my 2 lil sayang sis *=p* Samantha and Emily..haha
But things didn't really went according to plan..* sfx: Thunderstorms*


haha..

Well,Sam and Em need to go back at 8pm..and we met like..3pm+ haha..Can't really go over to Pg pun..the journey will take 2hours ady to and fro.. No point doing so..
Anyway,was kinda disappointed at 1st..Caused i prepared all the stuffs ady,drove my car(can you imagine how hard it is to borrow my dad's car+to get my mum's approval to go out..haha:P )
It's not that I'm too small or irresponsible, but I understand that in my mum's eyes,I'm still her lil kid,just like how I treat my sis:p haha..*Back to the outing*

Well,the 1st stop we headed was Vinci.Sam got herself a pair of shoes..Then McD..*In between I offered to take Sam's shoe,then later got commented by her " Wa,so good,later if ur gf go shopping sure nice lor,no nid to take the shopping bags:p" "My gf wouldn't simply spend tat kind of money de" my response was..Then Em replied:"ur gf sure must be very kolot one" lol..=.= *sweats* Then the cineplex.. The fun part is after the purchase of the tickets..we headed the arcade.Haha,had so much fun..Even played DDR for the 1st time with Em..=.= which I'm sucks at..=.= haha..But found myself a nice gun shooting machine:p Not long after,I noticed a few malay guys there standing near my sis...It's like a bit samseng "kuan" la,*sorry if I judge the book by its cover,but prevention is better than cure right?:) ) so I sat nearby watching over Sam and Em..
Thank God nothing happened.. :)

Mr Bean wasn't really a movie that is to be shouted about..I did give it a 2 or 3 out of 5.. It still managed to give out some funny acts,but most of them are nostalgic..haha.. or in a better way= repetitive..

Followed by that,Sam and Em went for a hair cut..*which is really really expensive IMHO..haha*
Haha,but gurls are diff from guys and i fully understands it and I'm ok with it:) I know that gurl can shop for the whole day,testing the whole whole collection of apparels just for a clothe(sometimes can't even find a suitable one:P ) ..Guys can just hop in a shop and get a shirt for RM10+ without test wearing it ; likewise,guys can take a RM5 haircut at any roadside stall , yet gurl can spend RM35 just for a trim..that's like covering the whole year of hair cutting expanses for guys:p LOL..But that's what makes the diff,we are all diff, God made us so uniquely berbeza-beza,not even our fingerprint or DNA formation is the same from another human being.
My God is a CReAtivE God! Haha..

Well,Thank God I can spend my time with my sis walking around,going from shops to shops just to look for a bag,or a clothe or anything in that matter,because I love them and I wanna know more bout them,understand them better,know what's their likes and dislikes,and most importantly,to spend time with them..while I still can and still alive=)


It's been a while since we got this close together,hanging around,playing together and just literally spending our time together:) I really cherished the time we had..
For Em,who asked me "What do you want for your birthday" (which I initially replied: PS3 *jokingly*) , the time that we spent together..it's the best gift you can give me:)
And Sam,I don't really know what had happened to our frequent sms habits or phone calling habits we had last time and up to a certain point where we didn't really even talked to each other, but I just wanna let you know that I was really down and upset when I felt that our relationship has become mundane,but Thank God for reminding me,that my trust and faith should be in Him and you:) And I have persevered through it,and and I'm learning to be a better bro,a better fren:)

Thank You for being a gem in my life,and also bearing all my temper and tantrum that I have thrown before on you all,and for helping me to understand and to approach gurls better,and making me a better me:)

And also, the trust and love you gurls have shown to me,I will always remember it:)


I would say the Thurs i had was the best day I ever had in this 1st quarter of the year 2007! Praise God! Looking for the coming May school hols where I can bring Sam and Em to Pg for the whole day!Haha..

Well,these are some of the pics we took from the course of knowing each other:
For Sam and Em:*ps: I wonder should I rename my post to Dedication to Sam and Em?lolx..

~Samantha Tam~

~Emily Tam~

~Lol..This is the shoes that Sam washed for me..Nice eh?:p haha..~

THANK GOD FOR A GREAT DAY! *Woots!*

April Fool , Becareful =p


*Btw,27 more days to..20

Bad Day? ...nah..=)

These 2 days back(Thurs and Fri) have been a hell for me..In Hokkien they called it "Suai"..Mine was very very "Suai" ..Jia lat la...

*Actually I wanted to type all out here,but ..Too long,scared will bored everyone whose reading my blog out..haha..*

Anyway,to keep it nice and simple,learned quite a few lessons from my so called "bad days"..
-1. I learned not to grumble/complain too much. -Grumble doesn't solve the issue,it just worsen it by firing yourself up with rage and anger.
-2. I learned to be like Job,to really give thanks to God no matter what the circumstances may turn out to be.Later I will put up a "Thank-You" list for all those people who has touched my life:)
-3. I know that God is watching over me all the time,every single day,every single action that I made,Every choices that i chose..

So is it really a bad day after all? No doubt I really felt unfairly treated,angry,"Sianess",down and etc,but at the end of the day, when I look into the sky above,wondering how my life has changed, wondering how God really noticed me and will continue to notice me even when I'm like a strand of hair in the ocean.. Thank You O Lord Jesus Christ for Your mercy and Grace..Amen =)